11.2.16

Crying

I am so sad...
My neighbor and one of my best friends is moving.
I want him to stay, please Christian get things with the apartment on track and stay. Don't move. Feels like it going to be longer and longer time between I see you.
Suddenly we are strangers. I don't want that to happen.
It's so safe having you here, I'm going to miss you so mutch. Just your footsteps in my seling. The little noice you make.
Feels like everything changes.
Just you being near make me feel better.
Don't move...
It's so tippical when someone is good for me something comes in the way and ripping it away from me.
I know you wanted to move anyway, it isn't the best place to live, but it's roofe over the head and no one cares what you doing here...
I feel sick.
So afraid that I'm going to loose you.
Wish you could stay.
Fuck the system. Fucking nav not doing right job...
I never felt this before abaot someone moving, but I never let someone in to my life ighther. Until you just made your way into my life, my heart.
I love you. Don't know where I been without you...

From here to there

English turned into this. What the hell happen?  Flipboard flipped me ore made a thing that's impossible posebol. WHAT THE HELL... confusing.

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Sociopath / psykopat

I'm one
Hurting the people around me
Don't see it before it's to late
And tears and broken hearts
Chaos
Destroying behavior
I'm an asshole
A monster without feelings ore regret
I'm no good.
Bad woman with a fucked up mind
I'm brockend
I don't work like the other humans do, I something else.
Uglyness...
Ice cold
A mess fucked with to mutch...
Hwo made me this way?
Sickness I'm born with?
If there is someone to blame, they had their fun
Victory for the designer of me... Evil
Satan is responsible for me...

10.2.16

Listen

The cilence kan be noisy...
But I can't seem to hear.
It's just white noise.
No Woises no cars.
So I listen.

Do you get a booo once in a while?

I know I do, I see them sometimes and hear them. They love attention and theirs energy objekt being treated with love and respect. They are beautiful, nothing to be sceard of.

Somebody else I love

But put it out on ViggoKristiansen to protect my heart.
Sceard to love her, yes u heard me right it's a female. Fru Linda.
So I acting pretending it's ViggoKristiansen I love, and it's fun to play with.
My life is crazy tight now.
Just a explain so you don't think I'm completely mad.

Still fighting for ViggoKristiansen to get a fear trile. My heart project. I will se him free of all charges and a free man like rest of us. I BELIEVE THAT THE IS INNOCENT.

Viggo Kristiansen

I love him...
Can't do anything with what my heart wants.
Life must be playing a trick on me.
Cuz there
Must be a reason...

Everything has.

Think I got the answer lør 19.03.16
I suppose to  kill him murder him?
Fuck him.
So he won't be worrieng abaot anything but his afterlife. Purgatory can be a bitch...