7.4.16
The model of abuse
Destroyed
Noone really hurt me
Nothing to complain abaot
But I'm hurting like the real ones.
I'm just perfectly abused
So Geniuses taist me
Tormented me so Noone could see
The golden thin line they kept,
Keeping sosiety from seeing it.
Just Satan's shild
But nothing really wrong ever happend.
Just the threatening Woises,
The ugly commanding abusing Woises in my head.
Once I was hitten with a belt, and then they beat me for eating food then they sent me to a sadist who mistreated me.
Then I became dangerous.
But nothing really happened to me.
Hurting
But can't complain
The model of torture, filth and danger
6.3.16
Prindess and the horny king.
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Little princess on my lap Have I fucked you lately? Don't stick it Inn That's a sind O'then u win My filth king. |
13.2.16
The architect
11.2.16
Sociopath / psykopat
I'm one
Hurting the people around me
Don't see it before it's to late
And tears and broken hearts
Chaos
Destroying behavior
I'm an asshole
A monster without feelings ore regret
I'm no good.
Bad woman with a fucked up mind
I'm brockend
I don't work like the other humans do, I something else.
Uglyness...
Ice cold
A mess fucked with to mutch...
Hwo made me this way?
Sickness I'm born with?
If there is someone to blame, they had their fun
Victory for the designer of me... Evil
Satan is responsible for me...
15.1.16
Do things (reason)
I don't want to do, just because I think it's important. Like posting this on my blog..
Cuz it's hurtful. Difficult tema this dark Sex thing like abuse not my place maybe.
But this blog is dark and many may need to put words into this. Feel ok, feel hole.
Maybe I can help?
There are many ways out of the abuse. To get the abuser away and a trusted twisted man into your life is one way.
To date an insane man was my way after my self harming abuse just to set me Inn to the Tema truthfully. But I don't know if that way helps, well I'm still in a dark role with this inmate in Orange sout.
Childabuse a dirty mind
Part2 enjoy your dirtymind.
Well a consequence of shildabuse may insome cases result in sexual fetishes offcorse the past was not negative so the opposite of anger. Love pops up, and why should the growend up humanibeing step on these feelings as wrong? People who never experienced it think abaot it all the time.
It's OK here. It's a place for everyone and everything.
To become a human after others insane behavior is not easy. But you not alone, it's more of us.
May this bloggpost find you and wash the shame away....
-The Place