I want to fuck my friend
But got the most convenient boyfriend ever...
I'm in love trouble...
Feelings came like lightning from clear sky....
I'm so horny...
7.4.16
Love probably
We are all filthy.
I don't have horny kids, yes one but somebody else got the responsibility of taking care of a horny 8year's old kid. I want it clean... Piggy abusive behavior deleted and the Ecco of the abuse gone, hate when daddy issue shows up and make me sick. I'm getting filthy, missing being a child sexually Satterfield. FILT.
Well someone just fuck me for God sake. I just want your cock inside me. Inn and out. Tease.... A little dirty then pure pleasure.
Somebody I need to be done the right way.
Taking a few hits on my mouth
I'm breaking 
Leaking
Like a desise 
Lucifer at the wheel
Destroy 
Revile the secrets 
But I bit off my thung
Your Seecret is safe
But I can't find the Seecret law
The ancient routes 
Don't cnow the boundaries 
Don't remember why
Remembering just pain 
Where is the invisible book of your ways 
Tumbling in darkness 
And satan destroys the lafter 
Mohahaha 
He will make all of us disturbed angels
And now I can fly
Releast in chains 
The violence kept in binding spells
Best to behave
I'm my own punisher 
I'm death, the sadistic tormenter 
The fishing women
With bloody hooks 
And control your afterlife
Be careful 
Ore you will get my life in punishment. 
Purgatory will kill you and then you never return.
So what's the law 
So I can follow it
Escape hell 
A happening so painful but nothing happend.
No complaints 
Noone to blame 
Just invisible imaginary Devils 
INDANETY 
The model of abuse
Destroyed
Noone really hurt me
Nothing to complain abaot
But I'm hurting like the real ones.
I'm just perfectly abused
So Geniuses taist me
Tormented me so Noone could see
The golden thin line they kept,
Keeping sosiety from seeing it.
Just Satan's shild
But nothing really wrong ever happend.
Just the threatening Woises,
The ugly commanding abusing Woises in my head.
Once I was hitten with a belt, and then they beat me for eating food then they sent me to a sadist who mistreated me.
Then I became dangerous.
But nothing really happened to me.
Hurting
But can't complain
The model of torture, filth and danger
Alone
To be alone
To be left by your self
To hurt
Grow up 
Standing completely alone
Loneliness 
