A really old request.
But i allready supporting inmates that have done their time.
Think itvwas time i posted this.
Well People asking me of How it felt deth, overdose and ewerything.
Well I Will try to put some words in to that. And again Its a matter of what kind of death Its takling abaot... If Its Murder natural cases ore a shot in the back of your head.
First to give Up on life is devestating, and dark.
To try to Murder my one body was dificoult, almost imposseble Well im still here so guess it dident work.
To die, Well almost die to go in to a coma and wake UP with blue lips was teryfing, cus I really dont want to die, I Just dont see the point in living.
I felt disorientated and not my self fore a whild. Became quaiet and alone. And No one know ore cared. I Just felt like søppel.
I still do.
But the cilense in the room was wierd snd sceary and relif.
I dont cnow what death looks like But I cnow How he felt. He felt like nothing.
Well this is hos i experienst it.
Total blackness headache short breath and the relif og being alive after all.
