Sick

Got a stomick problem....
I Wright this with mixed feelings cuz I'm lying.
Lied to my parents abaot being sick and needed meds and food to get money for drugs.
First time
I feel bad...

When the qestion pup up.....

For the first time,

What if he likes me,
What is unbelivevebol with my insane mouth.
And wierd behavior  Well im eksentric, home made one of a kind.
The expencive kind,
Who I reallyy   am is so different from my self.

But what if he really like me?
I newer tought that tought before.
Cuz its suddently turned from just one thing to something.

What if He, the man, col col col guy
Point the finger at me and wants me back
Im going to faint

Just me wondering