15.1.16

Fucked

By Norways most hated menn. Well just a wet dream but a real feeling to it as the rose in my left hand picked from an grave, most tougtfull bucey of roses I ever got. A rose from the other side. Something I must have done right.
I will get my wedding flowers from the same place. The grave yard.
Satanic guest to the death world.
In Satan we trust to clean up the mess the good believers made. Satan is a bandage to the wound and makeheavy light, disrespect lnto the opposite and day into night.

Bad girl,I will do it better

Not good at listening and respecting old law protected by easion unwritten rools and laws.
I just taking things forgrunnen , without asking,
Greedy, one of the seven death sinnes.
I must be careful with my self setting life and love high. Worship it.
Can I take this? Please
I love shallenges, and fascinated by the old black smith's dark art of iron. It's really alternative and weird something else
A new world for me. Knowing my true self are more than good enough.

Well I will talk about it no more.
We are few here, the no uplithning and glow and spirit. They don't understand.

Truly sorry

For my Bad blogs
Abaot shildabuse that heavy subject pedofile are.
If I can look between the fingers abaot some of the easy cases.
And people to see my apinion and angels at it, going out of the Place with a higher level of knowledge and stitches without pain you don't deserve.
To mutch judgment stroud filthy businesses, and look at the positive and helpful way, fixing it with four wheels. Fat car tiers and a knife.

Love sick

In a positive way, all the time
He is mine in my world.
I'm going to claim him,
And take him
Marry him 06.06.16
He is the best And no wired alarm on this one.
Newer met better human g
GEtting me where I should be.
Not lost in bad idiotic relationships and toxic friends.
He is my new toy,
Gonna play with him forever.
He has my heart, my body and smile.

Freedom of desire


Pretending

Doing my best, giving it a shot
Question is will I pull it off?

Just try

I'm over the wall faster than you can think...

Wonders

Maybe he will be nice to me?

One monster forgiven

Can we forgive monsters
No I  have to forgive a monster close to me, getting use to him and fix he's dark past.

Me me me me me

I'm crazy

And he is insane
And I'm going to fuck him
Just to cross off fucking insane in my list.
Is it possible?
To go through with this?




Obsession


I feel

Like a stupid cow...



First :dirty me
Second :me saying 
Last pic:From the group
Prison art
Original for sale 
Deleted: Teddy, T.bag,prissonbreak 

Do things (reason)

I don't want to do, just because I think it's important. Like posting this on my blog..

Cuz it's hurtful. Difficult tema this dark Sex thing like abuse not my place maybe.
But this blog is dark and many may need to put words into this. Feel ok, feel hole.
Maybe I can help?

There are many ways out of the abuse. To get the abuser away and a trusted twisted man into your life is one way.
To date an insane man was my way after my self harming abuse just to set me Inn to the Tema truthfully. But I don't know if that way helps, well I'm still in a dark role with this inmate in Orange sout.

Childabuse a dirty mind

Part2 enjoy your dirtymind.

Well a consequence of shildabuse may insome cases result in sexual fetishes offcorse the past was not negative so the opposite of anger. Love pops up, and why should the growend up humanibeing step on these feelings as wrong? People who never experienced it think abaot it all the time.
It's OK here. It's a place for everyone and everything.
To become a human after others insane behavior is not easy. But you not alone, it's more of us.
May this bloggpost find you and wash the shame away....

-The Place

Twiztid

My blog

Is it good enough?
There must be a place for darkness...
I crow I'm disturbed, crazy and my blog is me ups and downs..
I wonder if The Place is something somebody else will run.?
I got the domane pistra.com -the Place
Do I have to sell it? I not giving my darkness away.

Nemi of the year

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Enjoy your Dirty mind

Dirty?Anything?
I'm thinking abaot Sex.
Can I do this..? Can I do that? Can I give my brain an OK to thing abaot this and get turned on?

But many feels insecure here, throwing and stepping on their own sensuality, and sexualety.
Don't,  be your self.be confident,
Girls a secret:
Most men are born to be pigs to uppfille our needs.
Men know why so just relax and enjoy your dirty little mind.

Insanety

The ability to do things people would not do.
The brains answer to a already to complicated situation ore a reaction to a heavy past.
The struggle to live inside fighting against its true self. May look like a war outside where yourself try to destroy the spirit of it self. And that's insane.

This works up to its best to be your self no matter what
Insane ore not.