We are all filthy.

Shildren are some fucking pigs, Want to do the leg like an horny dog. Hump the tie and have shildish "lapdanses".  Have morning orgie in bed Saturday morning, and I'm NOT talking abaot abuse. Just normal famely life. It's nasty.
I don't have horny kids, yes one but somebody else got the responsibility of taking care of a horny 8year's old kid. I want it clean... Piggy abusive behavior deleted and the Ecco of the abuse gone, hate when daddy issue shows up and make me sick. I'm getting filthy, missing being a child sexually Satterfield. FILT.
Well someone just fuck me for God sake.  I just want your cock inside me. Inn and out. Tease.... A little dirty then pure pleasure.
Somebody I need to be done the right way.

Missed Him

Love to have Breivik back I'm court, sad storry Norway don't pay up to it standards. And making Breivik able to come with these accusations that he can.

I know how it is to feel isolation on the body without minimum of human needs, the brain changes not into sorting better. It's Human torture... Making all the food but treathen from eating it. I almost killed my abuser. But I didn't pull it of, trying to kill my self instead. Then he had to live with my name on his chest. Well guess what I will be waiting for u.
So not making shure that the prisoners health is taken care of, and Anders into recovery not something worse ore different.
Prisson? Someday... After rowing ore defending my self with deadly whepon. But over time this isolation without neseserly needs taken care of is wery unhealthy.

We have ouer red thread, he have my attention. Make this count.

Stoned and happy

Spoke with Mr.Michael to day... It was so great.
Christian showed up, love him.
I'm in love with my friends.
And I'm to kinky to be single....
Some of these boys must marry me on 6 Jun this year. That's the date I must marry.
I'm insane so it's ok.

Twizted perversions

Sex

Sleeping with ghost

My ghost is a huge dildo,
But the energy that left of him I juse to come. The Ecco of he's present.
It's almost like I can feel him, smell him
His breath...
Love my imagination, I make it real...
#Inlovewithmyimaginaryboyfrend.

Drug walk

Was out on a long walk getting drugs, some speed.
And finally home getting the fix
And everything is back to normal.
After all there is Saturday.

I'm in a good mood now.

Fuck distance

I met this man from the US on Facebook, he has turned my life arraund.
Making me feel better abaot everything.
To meet another pagan and speak abaot over ways was a relief.
Love you Michael R.

Pain

I'm in so mutch pain right now.
Missing him so mutch.
Just the thought of us not being friends anymore is unbearable. We not talking hurts.
I'm so sorry I sead thous afoul words to you. I was jealous.
I'm so afraid this is the end of ouer friendship. Sceard that you just was looking for a way out anyway. Is that true? Did you want to come away from me? I know I'm a bit mutch sometimes...
Please forgive me? Talk to me again...
I did not know that this would hurt so mutch. If I had knew that I would newer risk it.
I'm so stupid, hope I find an timemashin undoing this.

Somebody else I love

But put it out on ViggoKristiansen to protect my heart.
Sceard to love her, yes u heard me right it's a female. Fru Linda.
So I acting pretending it's ViggoKristiansen I love, and it's fun to play with.
My life is crazy tight now.
Just a explain so you don't think I'm completely mad.

Still fighting for ViggoKristiansen to get a fear trile. My heart project. I will se him free of all charges and a free man like rest of us. I BELIEVE THAT THE IS INNOCENT.

Viggo Kristiansen

I love him...
Can't do anything with what my heart wants.
Life must be playing a trick on me.
Cuz there
Must be a reason...

Everything has.

Think I got the answer lør 19.03.16
I suppose to  kill him murder him?
Fuck him.
So he won't be worrieng abaot anything but his afterlife. Purgatory can be a bitch...

It smells funny of my fingers

When I tutch my self I think of you. All the time I think of you.
Can't stop,
I can feel you,
And when you not there I miss you.
I don't understand it, you far away from what I thought I would fall for.
I want to have you,
Want you to be mine.
And o want everything to be easy
to be OK.
But your in hell and I'm here.

Love

Love love
    Love love

Childabuse a dirty mind

Part2 enjoy your dirtymind.

Well a consequence of shildabuse may insome cases result in sexual fetishes offcorse the past was not negative so the opposite of anger. Love pops up, and why should the growend up humanibeing step on these feelings as wrong? People who never experienced it think abaot it all the time.
It's OK here. It's a place for everyone and everything.
To become a human after others insane behavior is not easy. But you not alone, it's more of us.
May this bloggpost find you and wash the shame away....

-The Place

Twiztid

Nykter.no

Vell, I'm sober.
It's boring but I'm fine. Not sick ore anything. So I can't complain.
I do so much stupid things when I'm high. Fuck everybody, and I learned that not everyone vant me. I hoped it was so,that I was irresistible. But no,I'm not..

Lovely day

I wonder why everybody is so nice to me.
Got lot's of stuff to day.
I'm happy
I'm in love.

Got everything I need,
Friend's, love
And great sex.

When the qestion pup up.....

For the first time,

What if he likes me,
What is unbelivevebol with my insane mouth.
And wierd behavior  Well im eksentric, home made one of a kind.
The expencive kind,
Who I reallyy   am is so different from my self.

But what if he really like me?
I newer tought that tought before.
Cuz its suddently turned from just one thing to something.

What if He, the man, col col col guy
Point the finger at me and wants me back
Im going to faint

Just me wondering

Goo og morning

Its a beautiful morning,
Sitting enjoing a cup of ta.
Love mornings like these.

Love

I hate love
And im in love with a person ore a thing i dont eaven know if eksist,
I hate IT.
I hate music
IT has destroyd my life taken everything away from me and still keeps me alive.
And my parents fuckt me so i Have No chance of making musick.
I really truly hate you.