Rehab.

That's what I must do.
In order to heal.
Professional help.
I think everyone agrees with me here.
What a mess I have become.
Everybody can see that I'm out of control, it's embarrassing. It's really embarrassing.
Sorry for me, I do not know whats happend to me making me this way. Craaazy...
So I'm going to crawl my way back to normal...
Embarrassing...

Awareness

It feels like I did something wrong. Did I? Do somebody feel that I done them wrong? Have i stept on any toes?
I can only change what people make me aware about.
I will do better, be a better person. Make up for my mistakes. Try to make a better world.
Awareness is so important, we can't change things we do not know about. Please let me know what I should shange, what's irritating and what's my wrongings.  I chose to try to be a better me.
So I start to day...