Hoodie day....

Lost control

The desturbing feeling when you lose control. Getting so angry that you smash your hole apartment.
Loosing control is awful, it's a feeling I never will experience again...
It's so confusing.
So I just have to stay away from drugs...
Maintain control,  that's important...

Sober

I'm sober, hwo would guess that?
Well, been sober for a week now and the abstinence is gone.
I just craving for something all the time.
To day I eaten a hole cake by my self...

But I'm board, miss tripping as I always do.
But now I just drinking tea and hope the soberness stick.

Sober

And now I'm hungry all the time.
But the abstinence is gone.
Want chocolate.
But I've got cocke and loads of good food.
It's easter, so I should have some candy...

Can't blog about drugs anymore...

That just so sad...
I love drugs. In all forms and shapes.
But my drug-addicted neighbor think that the fucking cops, FBI and CIA are reading my blog making him fucking paranoid.
So I have to put on my low profile so my idiot neighbour don't freak out and have a panic attack.
FOR THE LAST TIME ON MY BLOG FOR NOW

I NEED MORE DRUGS

And it wasn't me, no I don't sit on any. And I cnow my rights staying at home. I won't come to the policestation. What you just fucking with me. Goddammed neighborhood.

I stole a shocolate

On the gas station...
So I guess I'm a criminal.
Gonna taste good after smoking some brown sugar.

Smoking Dope

don't it feels nice... Oh yes...
Dopamine is my favourite molekyle.
I'm going all nerdy in s white doctor cote.

I'm pretending to be a shild filth doctor wit doctors without boundrees.
Keeping the side affects and infection under control. For this people don't wisit the doctor....
They need a me that on their side.
Early sex nothing wrong with thath.

High AGAIN

And I lie and make thing then times bigger then they really are....
Well my filthy blog.... I'm dirty, but not that dirty...
Guess I lied alittle....

I would not fuck a pedofile
But yes abuse me if you will...
Please do.

Breakfast

Pills and bear is a settesfying start on the day...
Soon I vil go out in the beautiful sunny day.
Love veering shades...

Wonder if I can get some meth to day, getting high.
And bomb Facebook with my wierd posts.

Toilet Paper game.

Yes, mixed with some pills..
This is going to be fun.
My friend is already throwing toilet paper balls into things hoping he hits it.
What that's kondisjon calls I don't know...

Sick

Got a stomick problem....
I Wright this with mixed feelings cuz I'm lying.
Lied to my parents abaot being sick and needed meds and food to get money for drugs.
First time
I feel bad...

Drug walk

Was out on a long walk getting drugs, some speed.
And finally home getting the fix
And everything is back to normal.
After all there is Saturday.

I'm in a good mood now.

Mutch wants more

And hell newer gets full...
I want more speed, Want to play around in my head with the boys getting horny and fuck my self.
I want to be horny on speed.

Feeling I'm getting tired after two nights without sleep.
I don't want to be tierd.
I WANT MORE SPEED!!!
And I want to rock around.

High again

And I'm board...
What crazy stuff will my brain figure out to do this time?
Last time I posted my letter to Mr.Kristiansen that are still in jail...
Well I don't know if I regret it ore not.

And now it come to me that Mr.andersen has seen all the crazy posts I been posting to Mr.Kristiansen.
Mr.andersen is now out of jail and finishing his sentence home and shure his got his Internet access up and running.
I don't know if I shall laugh ore cry? Should I be sceard ore not? Mr.andersen has emitted the crime. Mr.kristiansen says he's innocent...

Dope

Is so relaxing...
Love it...
But I itch all over the body...

Getting high...

Love it
The world suddenly got some absurd meaning to it. And I feel that I'm alive.
Me taking action and change some things in my life seems to pay off. Positive feedback.
Just cut down on the craaazy factors.
Added some normality to my life.
But still high....

Nykter.no

Vell, I'm sober.
It's boring but I'm fine. Not sick ore anything. So I can't complain.
I do so much stupid things when I'm high. Fuck everybody, and I learned that not everyone vant me. I hoped it was so,that I was irresistible. But no,I'm not..

Cocktail Girl

I love drugs
Specialy many at the same time
To day I'm on ups and downs at the same time.
And I want sex
Sex is so fucking good when you're high.

But it can kill you
That's the dark side of it
But death don't scear me anymore,
Death it's such a flirt sometime.
Well a bit scary is he, death.

LSD

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Respekt

Fore my downstears woud be Nice.
And unclean People i think they Just shoud stay away when I tell them to.
Im not your Fucking sex toy.
Rape....

People that steps ower my bunderyes is not ok, they thestroying my life and my future
And I feel sick.
If i was ha hore it woud payed me bout this peoples is making me do things I dont want.

Leave my pussy Alone you Fucking nasty pigpearson.