16.1.16

Hacking

Who?
Somebody hacked my blogger, tweeter, Facebook and Google + account when I was sleeping steeling my trade mark and give me away to marriage a most likely dangerous man. Something no one knows not give the man a chance. I studied him when I thought he was guilty, understand his psychological behavior behind this insane crime. But then I realized that this man can actually be innocent, no wonder I did not get anywhere with my study. So my conclusion is this :
He did not take part in this crime. And with he's innocence feelings got allowed to be felt. So it's not all untrue and a way to put pressure on the government and the people rejecting his case. But getting a one more looking his way and in his interest is more than yesterday using crazy methods getting there.
My family is vondering what the hell I'm doing. If I have lost my mind ore something.
He was suppose to scear me into silence.  Well,it backfired didn't it?
Sorry abaot that.
I will get my self back on track safe.

Regret

Life to short living with regret. But I changed something and did something stupid again. Still learning stuff, and stepping on some toas and just went off the road in my imaginary car. Think I made somebody angry and I understand that.

Taking Norways most hated man and put a date on FB where I'm going to merry the guy. May be provoking, but his case need attention, is not right how he has been treated by justice. I make people look that way. Trigger the curiosity and they will see that he might go free innocent ore not. Lack of evidence is still lack of evidence. Then every good man is as guilty as we make this man. Innocent to proven guilty, I thought that was a law. And his case start to be a Paine in the butt. And I'm not helping.
I want the case reopen, a new trile and I will have the release papers yesterday and get what he deserve. A clean history.

I'm sorry for my thoughtless behavior, don't cnow what's trigger my episodes.
I think it's the jocke inside me and I'm getting hateful people try to destroy me. But that just a guess.
And I'm tired of these problems of mine. My radical and rebellious behavior. I'm so stupid sometimes. Wish I was smarter than this. So I'm going to do something abaot that.
Well I'm restarting, starting over and let go of the past.
Hope I didn't destroy to mutch this time, I will be hated. And I don't want that not for this.
So hello future, here I come.

15.1.16

Fucked

By Norways most hated menn. Well just a wet dream but a real feeling to it as the rose in my left hand picked from an grave, most tougtfull bucey of roses I ever got. A rose from the other side. Something I must have done right.
I will get my wedding flowers from the same place. The grave yard.
Satanic guest to the death world.
In Satan we trust to clean up the mess the good believers made. Satan is a bandage to the wound and makeheavy light, disrespect lnto the opposite and day into night.

Bad girl,I will do it better

Not good at listening and respecting old law protected by easion unwritten rools and laws.
I just taking things forgrunnen , without asking,
Greedy, one of the seven death sinnes.
I must be careful with my self setting life and love high. Worship it.
Can I take this? Please
I love shallenges, and fascinated by the old black smith's dark art of iron. It's really alternative and weird something else
A new world for me. Knowing my true self are more than good enough.

Well I will talk about it no more.
We are few here, the no uplithning and glow and spirit. They don't understand.

Truly sorry

For my Bad blogs
Abaot shildabuse that heavy subject pedofile are.
If I can look between the fingers abaot some of the easy cases.
And people to see my apinion and angels at it, going out of the Place with a higher level of knowledge and stitches without pain you don't deserve.
To mutch judgment stroud filthy businesses, and look at the positive and helpful way, fixing it with four wheels. Fat car tiers and a knife.

Love sick

In a positive way, all the time
He is mine in my world.
I'm going to claim him,
And take him
Marry him 06.06.16
He is the best And no wired alarm on this one.
Newer met better human g
GEtting me where I should be.
Not lost in bad idiotic relationships and toxic friends.
He is my new toy,
Gonna play with him forever.
He has my heart, my body and smile.

Freedom of desire