3.12.14
Crazy
I know i am. Doing this.
Bur life after prison are A human right.
Well he payd did hes time. And might be inecent to. He clames he did not do it. Guilty ore not he will soon be free. And have the right to walk thebstreets ås everybody else. Well ibfind orange sutes wery facinating...
(Well I'm sitting here 2years after this and he is still ore this case is a big part of my life. I wonder why? I see the human the man. Not the monster people claim he is.)
Some early toughts abaotvthis case ore simular cases. Well i changes mybmind a bit. Thinking rehab,renewel,hunanety,sanety, and a helty life.
"Dont go insane, be a dark speaker, a beautifoul grotesque artist…"
wonder what Insanety is.
What happend to a human making him kill i cold Insanety .
I thing I figured it out.
Most of all I think it is a fucked UP shildhood that leads to a growend UP life where you Cant reatch your goals in life.
Making a desperate need to prove atcheeve somthing.
Sick parenting thats leads to unstable behavior, and the persons needs to eskape kreating a multy personal disorder.
I think meny murderes and violant persons have a high IQ But Cant ekspress it helty because of what you read abowe.
And sexsual disorders as rape\Murder ore the other way araond. I Cant understan this begavior eksept Its a akt of humen preditors and a dark sik taste of art.
Then again Its a resolt of a trubled shiltdhood and uth.
And what can help this People to get rehabelitated?
Well I think as a adolt Its already to late,
But understanding and suport for theyrs behaviors is a step in a right diraction, and angermanigment to handle simolar situasons that trigger the Insanety ore insane anger.
But for what l have studdyed this are People that Cant live freely, they need right care.
Well I did choose this case for ny big essay.
Taken from ny home studdy, krime osycology,vsexual disorders and step bybstep ser how yong anger ending in tragedy. Charles manson.
I wish him all the best.
may freedom come easy.
Think he is OK from pictures and interwjues. Just how I se him.
I try to see him from a innocent, clean sleavs and if he was insane he not anymore. For all rehabilitated prisoners.
10.10.14
Outside
Sitting outside, got roof over my head bit nowhere to live.
I have become a homeless person. I never sa that coming.
Its a new situason for me and a new life.
Its challenging and interesting.
Soon im going to a meeting to try to find a new home.
I need all the help I can get.
THANX MR X
6.10.14
Fight...
I feel so worth less
Didponsebol
Just something to use.
I feel sad, why is everything so fucking ugly to day?
Cant never get what i Want ore what i need.
Feel alone.
And it hurts.
Just not my day to day... Its heavy and the world is insane. And i hate.
Want to dope my self up. A place, peace
Nothingness.
No love no pain
It doesent hurt anymore.
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