Pain

I'm in so mutch pain right now.
Missing him so mutch.
Just the thought of us not being friends anymore is unbearable. We not talking hurts.
I'm so sorry I sead thous afoul words to you. I was jealous.
I'm so afraid this is the end of ouer friendship. Sceard that you just was looking for a way out anyway. Is that true? Did you want to come away from me? I know I'm a bit mutch sometimes...
Please forgive me? Talk to me again...
I did not know that this would hurt so mutch. If I had knew that I would newer risk it.
I'm so stupid, hope I find an timemashin undoing this.