Well...
How can I live like this?
I think I'm in contact with my past parents, the caveman, the warrior and Indian...
And I'm in this place for a reason.
I don't like what the world have became.
And see what others struggle through by forse make my heart break.
So I'm doing this....
I got nothing...
Litterly.
Just a little luxury and taken away from me made me react in a unhealthy way...
Feeling uncomfortable and dirty...
And it hurts...
What happend to the people who was not seen ore taken seriusly by the system, schools, health care and the people araound them.
I have witnesed a couple og terrefying storries...
I am testing out my theories trying on theire shoes.
And the life after theirs Insane scream for help...
Cuz how I see IT, everybody jugde. Nobody ever think abaot what happend to this people making them act in away that terrefy most people.
So what they meet after everytging faild them and they act out their rage is jugmental and act in fear because of to little knowledge and lack off empaty.
Again because everybody want to protect their undesturbed pritty little lives.
And thats ok.
So we have health care and schools + reforms sat down by the law.
The people here have wilenterly choicen to work to help this people.
And when this not happens, when the system fails.
Then what?
Why do the system provoce people that all ready has gone through to mush?
Is it human faliure?
Well... I Ask question?
And I need some answers.
Shouldn't we Try to prevent tradgedyes from happening?
Give children loveble homes.
And help the ones who grew up in hostile and unhelty homes?
IT looks to me that the system just dont care?
Wrong people in misplased proffesion Maybe?
Well it seems like pro behavior with education is hard to fine....
And my heart breaks when i see this go out on behaf of allready torturert soles and wictems of childabuse.
And turn their wounds and hate into monsters, and sosiety still jugde their actions and behavior...
And everyday people still complane abaot fear and insecurety related to the children system forgot.
And we still dont give a deam and the system workes to ignorert to listen ore reed their paipers.
And yet we Are complaning abaot the monsters that we and the system created just with not cearing....
(To be continued)
The Norwegian law system interests me,
So in noting better to do I started to just look into some cases.
And do have my conclusions about that .
I can't stand unfearness nomather direction.
So I fight with what I have and can fight with .
The human brain interests me.
And our basic instinct that control over behavior.
Killers mind interests me, and the raw basic instinct that make killer able to kill.
So I studdy the art of insanety.
Maybe I did to well
Cuz people are asking me a question
The question sounds like this:
Did you kill anybody?
No, I never hurt a fly.
But I think heavy x connvicts need support and something normal.
Because what many prisons do to day is making much bigger and worse beasts then society made in the first place.
We need to look at ouer owne behavior and judge mental and ugly behavior to the people around us.
And admit that we "normal" people pushed many of this fine and good people ouer the edge.
Every killer has som things that are characteristic symptoms in their personality.
It can just start with a passion for horror movies nothing more, and then bullieng etc etc
Some of this humans who comitt this criems have a very difficult childhood. Just think for your self for a second.
I will not go In details.
Well.
We should be able to pick up on this early warning signs
But we don't want to se in their direction.
Because we want ouer perfect little life's and houses unsturbed by the darkness that hide some homes....
Between my legs
In a black hole
A eavel time loop
Made by eavel
To make the blood animals feed.
I will make it undon
I will take it back
And we will never kill again
Ore are the system afraid of my God knows what family?
So the mother put her hore shild with her first shilds fathers family. That was unfightfull to her.
I was already on the run so a 80year old grandma could not handle me.
So they sent me back.
#shildcerveses
At every opoerunety they strike
But they gave me no guitar
It hanged with it's head to late to repere
And the piano cried.
And why?
I don't need to jump around stage
To make music?
Tormenting my heavy body
And the piano cried.. ...
I just work in the kitchen
By the commands of my torture comoenionchip.
Is not worthy
So kitchen was ok
By them
And a little insane it was
So she did not complain
And the golden child was spoild
And cried at crismas
Because she forgot the present
She got.
Inc. Highasakite
And the shild was making dinner
And she don't remember how school was. ..
https://youtu.be/6c-RbGZBnBI
And Cassandra Skahjem is my eare.
With my true blood and here's father
And by God
So be it.
They find the best gene
And just torment the rest.
And what they clicked out of the nest
Became the underworld
And here is fish.... (....)
I wanted to believe it was just a dream
Escaping in my own world
But it became real
And I did not want to
I read no.
But he loved me so mush
So u dreamed
And my demon's just grew
Then I killed the hole famely
Si I gonna sacrifice my owne doughter
As U secrefiesed me?
And she is gonna feel my pain?
I will take him out
The abuser
The sadist
And Satan will keep her safe
From YOU.
