Night blog

Lost control

The desturbing feeling when you lose control. Getting so angry that you smash your hole apartment.
Loosing control is awful, it's a feeling I never will experience again...
It's so confusing.
So I just have to stay away from drugs...
Maintain control,  that's important...

Sober

I'm sober, hwo would guess that?
Well, been sober for a week now and the abstinence is gone.
I just craving for something all the time.
To day I eaten a hole cake by my self...

But I'm board, miss tripping as I always do.
But now I just drinking tea and hope the soberness stick.

Just another blogpost...

It's not about me

This dirty blogposts
It's abaot Noone ever wrighting abaot this.
It's abaot putting light to something that's get hidden and put in the darkness, making it difficult to talk abaot...
Putting light to this maybe it will be easier to talk abaot in the future.
The shame and darkness will be less painful.
Maybe if something that shouldn't happen stops.
Just a thought...