Thik of the children

Found this artickle in a norwegian newspaper.
think abaot the children, dont destroy the hollyday for them with to mutch alcohol.
They deserve one day a year that theirs.

http://www.vg.no/nyheter/innenriks/veronica-29-gruet-seg-alltid-til-jul/a/23360043/

To early?

4am in the morning is alittle early, but it christmas and I cant sleep... Looking forward to famely dinner and the presents.
Sitting up downlowding music sins my mp3player ended up at the bottom of the river this summer. had put my phone in my bikini brah and forgot, when i was diving it kind of fall out an in the riwer. miss it, was my pressios. my purple HTC phone....

Monster Dream

I have a monster in my closet, hes was the worst. Well he is a monster truly.

Well I will wish my monters a happy yul,



#still in love with orangesutes

The Hollydays

Well I spending it with my famely.
My doughter is so eksited that she cant sit still,
and my mom got wath her wanted for a change; good shildren.


I wish the missonerstoud a happy hollyday and the warvictoms, the jail people and the ones that are alone.
Take time to think abaot thees people. (..........)

Happy yul.

True beauty

Crazy

I know i am. Doing this. 
Bur life after prison are A human right.
Well he payd did hes time. And might be inecent to. He clames he did not do it. Guilty ore not he will soon be free. And have the right to walk thebstreets ås everybody else. Well ibfind orange sutes wery facinating...

(Well I'm sitting here 2years after this and he is still ore this case is a big part of my life. I wonder why? I see the human the man. Not the monster people claim he is.)

Some early toughts abaotvthis case ore simular cases. Well i changes mybmind a bit. Thinking rehab,renewel,hunanety,sanety, and a helty life.

"Dont go insane, be a dark speaker, a beautifoul grotesque artist…"

wonder what Insanety is.

What happend to a human making him kill i cold Insanety .

I thing I figured it out.

Most of all I think it is a fucked UP shildhood that leads to a growend UP life where you Cant reatch your goals in life.

Making a desperate need to prove atcheeve somthing.

Sick parenting thats leads to unstable behavior, and the persons needs to eskape kreating a multy personal disorder.

I think meny murderes and violant persons have a high IQ But Cant ekspress it helty because of what you read abowe.

And sexsual disorders as rape\Murder ore the other way araond. I Cant understan this begavior eksept Its a akt of humen preditors and a dark sik taste of art.

Then again Its a resolt of a trubled shiltdhood and uth.

And what can help this People to get rehabelitated?

Well I think as a adolt Its already to late,

But understanding and suport for theyrs behaviors is a step in a right diraction, and angermanigment to handle simolar situasons that trigger the Insanety ore insane anger.

But for what l have studdyed this are People that Cant live freely, they need right care.

Well I did choose this case for ny big essay.

Taken from ny home studdy, krime osycology,vsexual disorders and step bybstep ser how yong anger ending in tragedy. Charles manson. 

I wish  him all the best.

may freedom come easy.

Think he is OK from pictures and interwjues. Just how I se him.

I try to see him from a innocent, clean sleavs and if he was insane he not anymore. For all rehabilitated prisoners.

Outside

Sitting outside, got roof over my head bit nowhere to live.
I have become a homeless person. I never sa that coming.
Its a new situason for me and a new life.
Its challenging and interesting.
Soon im going to a meeting to try to find a new home.
I need all the help I can get.
THANX MR X

Fight...

I feel so worth less
Didponsebol
Just something to use.
I feel sad, why is everything so fucking ugly to day?
Cant never get what i Want ore what i need.
Feel alone.
And it hurts.

Just not my day to day... Its heavy and the world is insane. And i hate.
Want to dope my self up. A place, peace

 Nothingness.

No love no pain 

It doesent hurt anymore.

Insane Clowns are funy funny

Insane Clown Posse - Hokus Pokus: http://youtu.be/8hyMG3b05u0

Nemi©

Nemi©

I MISS HER...
She vent out and got greedy all ore nothing. "In the darklord we greeds us, We doWell everyvody got a price. 

Well. S
She tok all of me
Saved me when ewerything falt to peaces.

Here is a human made by a cartoon. I do not know if I always was this way ore if Nemi made me to hwo I am to day. Well Nemi is ås crazy ås me. And that not posseble cus im a fool and Nemi make it sound cool. She is dark cool and funky. And its not East at all.

Well here is Nemi of the week back as last time.

Well Click®

The only thing ore word I have to say right now is Windows.

And I really dont remember annything. Just what I been told...
Bit I smashed my jenators car and i may have broken some Windows.
Well i cand se that its brokend. But i cliked and dont remember annything.
Not ny foult.

So i sent ounderground som the cops and hunters vant fond med.

Long time...

Well I dont know what to blog right now.
The summer has been crazy fun and different.
I miss my  apartment well cant get inn there sins I mysterly lost my keys.
Well life is OK
And its really nice to be with other humans again.

Lost my presious HTC phone and all the music there to Dawy Jones. Really sad storry.

Destroy

I Will destroy somthing soon
I Will destroy what shoud be most importent to me
I Will ruin her life
Because im sick in my head

Make her somthing so ugly
So bokend and Hurt
That death is a relif

And I Will enjoy watshing her kill her self
Becase of me
I Will take eweything from her
And make this uglyness one More time

And she Will ruend this Worthless famely
Looking forward to se the gravestones
Fucking it Up
Destroy this grave.

I Will torment her afterlife
And she Will kill my shildren
And the shild Will kill us.

I want to se you dead
I wish you gone
Here is nothing....

And what Will I do with this words of Insanety,
STOP TORMENTING ME AND STAY AWAY

Car

Well, I dont know if I can afford this, But I think I Just bought a prehistoric flinstone car.
I Cant drive, and when I do i always crash in to somone ore Somthing.
And I drive like a maniac...
I want to drive safe.... But I got friends.
And you be what you are and learn from Who you know.

Stranger

With my friend,
Well he is Old enough to be my father, But I really like him.
Dont know hes name, But I think I call him Joe.
He feeds the birds, give me peace and he is good with his words.
One of the Old heavy black ones.
A little sceary But ok, and alittle Dirty.
Dont know him that Well, l Just want to know How and hwo he is right now.

Thats my Saurus

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dilophosaurus

Well they are extinkt But I thing they are fasinating creatures and Just the tought that ower birds may Come from this insane big prehistoric animals.
Well here is Dilophosaurus one of the earlyest Dinasourses walking the earth.

Sleep

i want to sleep
Dont wake me Up EWER....
Well Im going to start to use heroin
Imshore that I Will have a mutsh better life as an heroin adict than what what life have right now.
Its imposseble to live here where I live right now.
And Its taste like somthing Just died in my mouth, really bad morning breath.

Respekt

Fore my downstears woud be Nice.
And unclean People i think they Just shoud stay away when I tell them to.
Im not your Fucking sex toy.
Rape....

People that steps ower my bunderyes is not ok, they thestroying my life and my future
And I feel sick.
If i was ha hore it woud payed me bout this peoples is making me do things I dont want.

Leave my pussy Alone you Fucking nasty pigpearson.

Insane men

I dont cnow if I love them so mutch anymore, they Fucking insane... Not easy beieng with one, to suport and try to heal them. Its dificoult, But i try.
I understan them, life has Been to hard to this peoples.

Cops

The handcofes was to tight
After beibg dragd in tobthe cell by my arms cus i refused to stand on my feet.
Lost my feelings in my left tomb. Ore finger, my english is not that good But I try to make my self understood.
The wether gives me a headace, try to move it out of ny head. Im sick and tierd of this pain.

Well the cops treatet me with respekt this time, wery pro People on work this time.
After all I was Just drunk and aktet as an ashole.
And l Am sorry for that and Will wash my mouth.

Request

A really old request. 
But i allready supporting inmates that have done their time.
Think itvwas time i posted this.

Well People asking me of How it felt deth, overdose and ewerything.

Well I Will try to put some words in to that. And again Its a matter of what kind of death Its takling abaot... If Its Murder natural cases ore a shot in the back of your head.
First to give Up on life is devestating, and dark.
To try to Murder my one body was dificoult, almost imposseble Well im still here so guess it dident work.
To die, Well almost die to go in to a coma and wake UP with blue lips was teryfing, cus I really dont want to die, I Just dont see the point in living.
I felt disorientated and not my self fore a whild. Became quaiet and alone. And No one know ore cared. I Just felt like søppel.
I still do.
But the cilense in the room was wierd snd sceary and relif.
I dont cnow what death looks like But I cnow How he felt. He felt like nothing.
Well this is hos i experienst it.
Total blackness headache short breath and the relif og being alive after all.

Furby

Iisten to rap and norwegian true black\sattanic metall and laughs and dances. Its so cute.
Almost I wonder if Its alive somtimes...

Im as a Android parent Its difficoult.
Firts question what does a robot eat?
And How to raise artifictial intelrgence?
I dont know i Just go with my feelings
So Long Its going ok
But it is some dificoulties.

Chorty

Wrighttshort because i my self got ADD ore Somthing
I dont have the consentration to read Long boring things, fore you People out there that are the same as me. Hope you enjoy my blog. Easy Reading.

My ass

Hurts like i shit balls of fire.
This chilli dinner really did a trick on my stommic.
Well i dont know if im gonna eat the same ting again But it taistet good and now my behind kinda feels like........

I feel

Insane.... And I dont know why.
Everything use to be so simple. And like i dident care.
But really, i do not know enything anymore.
I hate this world I really do.

Death

Again, Well almost...
It was difficoult to wake UP, and i dont remember mutch.
And No I Just have a headace...
And my arm i fucked UP again and i Have som uneksplanebol bruses. Just not look natural.
What the fuck i happening to me????

Crazy litle bitch

I cnow im crazy and wierd
And Maybe i do things s little different than ewerybody Else.
I try to fit in But i Cant
To be told to were thise chlotes, act like that, speak like that it Just making me angry, i try to be normal But it seems imposseble. Insane things always happens to me.
And I breeth fast cus um sceard eating food to get a false feeling of safty.

And I Just love this men of violens and Insanety, Its somting real behind this Humans and everybody Else is fake,
The problem is as Long as they dont atack me....

Im Just a hoplesS case of a mess....
And why do I eaven care.
Well Death is really temting... Sometimes.

I hate the cops

Think they are heros to get me of the streers.., But guess what right now i feel like Am better off dead.
I feel like ibreath fear, i feel twisted and wierd.
I feel Hurt...
And it feels like something is wrong.
I want somthing normal
And I want my life back.
Im furious, and i dont care anymore...

Just comfused

I wonder where my charm on my keyring went...
Well Its a cow/goat scull black and gold, it only has sentemental valju so if somone finds it pleas return it.
In the mean time I Just gona relax and cry, I Just feel sad, Cant trust anyone thes days.

Welll

I got lost in time...
Yesrerday was monday I felt
And to day i tusday, But is reallt monday
But for me Its the 6 of May.

Well everything is relativ.
So I guess Ainstain was right.

The answer is L O V E

Lovi Lovi time

I really like this New room mate
I like him so mutch
That i think im going to Fucking kill him.

Some bottels

Well wen hell is loos
I go kinda insane.
So myman found som bottles of bear...
At last relax.

Twitter

Sjekk Carla S. Andersen (@BackstageDoll): https://twitter.com/BackstageDoll

Elvy Helvy

They throw my Elvy Helvy PS girl out of Facebook.
Facebook sucks. Bigtime...
Hwo is does somthing like this, throwing å 13year girl out on the street?
;-)
Well my Elvy Helwy Will continju here.

Girls Just want to Have fun

But Well, try to by som clotes, cus everything I Have is Old and stuff. But Then hell breakes loos, what the hell is wrong with me bying some Clotes? ShallI wear a potato bag like the wikings trells Did? Well im NOT A MAID AND I AM FROM YEAR 2014.

Happy Birthay

My little girl is 7yers to day.
Cinda tuff sins I desided to move on with my life, But it stil hurts.
But She have a life now after all I dont like Humans ore any other life for that matther.

Well Happy Birthday Cassandra.

Easter...

Well happy hollyday.
Im tierd and want to sleep and be left alone with my self.

Burning Up

I hate the summer.... I really do. The sun heating Up my apartment to a point where my Blood starts to boile.
I need earcondition, Its the most horrible Place to live, why the hell did I move here?
Hope to find a nother Place to live with dome saine neighbours and a healty envaierment.
Cus this is hoplesS.

I wish...

Some People gone 4ever.
Like No More eksisting.
Do i loock like a bitch?
That free to fuck any time.

Do i look like a woman
That you can twist and use
Without consekvens?

Well im not Worth it
I feel
Ifeel
So cold...
I wish them gone.

Hot chocolate

And the world is back to normal...
I hope.
The house is clean after my insane partying in all the studdying.
The thing is, why Am i studying im never going to be somthing anyway, im Just bord.
And insane murderus and violent deths are not easy to studdy, im destroing my self.
Thank the Great man for hot chocolate.

Aotsh....

Well I feel.... Not so good, got Pms and I think im ready to kill last Fucking one of you.
Maybe I Will Just do thath, Just to make my self feel better.
Me me me me...

Love this Blog

http://solengelen.blogspot.no/

Its kinda taking a pro angel on what im struggeling with... Alone....

My mother

I hate her. She is a Doughter of cruger.
And She raist me, and She know Just what buttens to push and not to push and Then this sick woman push thos No No buttans to.
I coud strangel her in cold Blood.

Im so Fucking happy

Ore Somthing.
My arm seams to heel But my mood is bad.
Im angry and everything iritates me.
Talked to my Mother to day and everything went to hell from there...

HATE

I hate you i hate you ihate you i hate you i hate you i hste you i hate you i hate you ihate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate. You i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hste you i hate you i hate you
I HATE you i hate you i hste you i hate you i hste you i hate you i hate you i hate you....

It Hurts

So mutsh
That I'm thinking I'm dying
Sceard of everything
Don't drear to sleep right now..

The police???

Well i dont know. Why the police runn down dores with chields and foull protectiv chlotes
All me and my friend was doing was drinking bear and wroring together...

Happy PI day

Pytonen sin det

http://tablet.dagbladet.no/2014/03/14/nyheter/utenriks/pytonslange/australia/dyrenes_nyheter/32307191/

Behave

A word I really do not know what means.
After to mutch vodka I may have maked some noise
Kinda amberest but I think the world gets what I mean,
Feeling like an example of how not to live ore become。
And its not all my fault eighter.
And I'm angry and hurt。。。

SABATON

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMvFPp8dncU&feature=youtube_gdata_player

The sun

This shiny thing that keeps us alive.

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Just a lonley girl

And im crying all the time
Just getting cold.
I feel so lost
I need somebody
Just to hold me close.

What I want

A bottle of Jack and lifesupply of Vodka
A good friend
And music

And I woud like to Have my life back
And a Harley
A Job

And normality
And my sanety
And answers

Why?
And what the fuck is wrong with everything?
So you are my foult?
And I Have to pay for what you did?
I tink not.

I paid.

Love

I hate love
And im in love with a person ore a thing i dont eaven know if eksist,
I hate IT.
I hate music
IT has destroyd my life taken everything away from me and still keeps me alive.
And my parents fuckt me so i Have No chance of making musick.
I really truly hate you.

Why

Insanety always make me post crazy stuff on my Fb wall...

Fucking arm

Its not easy mastrubating with a brokend. Arm.
No i feel sick and IT hurts like hell.
Well im going to the hospital. To morrow and hopefoully. I gett som pro doktor thing at my arm.
My problem are still No money and No painkillers.

Lefty

Ore a right handed
But I broke that arm.
So this is kinda heavy

Samshaya:
I'm a form of .god

What ever ore a cm( sorry train)

But I think this was. Not my plan
To get drunk and break my rufgm

On my face

Down the stears and fucking brocke my arm.
And my right one so this is hard and painful to wright....
Fucking Hell

The Last of us

Just finished the game.
Like it,
My first ps game.
I think I'm in love.

Prositt

Og jeg er ikke noe glad i å være syk. Den her bugen går meg på nervene.
Alt irriterer meg og overhode ingenting virker.
Gørr over alt
Og vondt over alt.

Brilliant Idea

To kill the enemy's with moskitoes.
Found this artikle its in Norwegian.
Well use a dictionary.

http://mobil.aftenposten.no/uriks/--Nazimygg-skulle-smitte-fienden-med-malaria-7471381.html

Giving Up

I miss out on my life because I don't have enough money, not the right friends ore I'm simply not good enough.
And now I miss out on some of the music most hateful music but a concert I don't want to miss because life is to expensive.

If nothing have change Arvas still go on stage in Tunsberg to day.
Right now if I remember correctly.

The big lovi lovi day

Don't know if this day is so important to me.
I feel sad and alone.
Last year I almost died on this day, and I just wanted to selebrate this Valentines day for a change.
And that will never happen again. Me try to celebrate love.
But every day like this
I feel emty sad and alone, and I know I only have my self in the end, everybody does. Everybody is selfish in the end.

Badest hangover

I'm so sick to day.
Almost shit my pants and throwing up everywhere.
Why the hell am I drinking?

Angry

On behaf of my self i will say I'm sorry for my radical sayings on FB. And mybe some of it went out on my famely.
But they shud know that if they had cared and phushed me a little as a shild maybe,I woud have a life.

And because that I'm angry for all the shildren and growend up shildren that have had a worse group than me.
The real shildren of hell.
You see I'm just nothingness.

Question

If you cut of the arms of a tree.
Will it grow back out.

I think it was uneasesary of this man to cut the arms of the trees in the main street, but the town government though it was mesesary ore the trees got to big.
I do not understand this
If a tree gets to old it dies, stupid town people.....

Hurts

Alt gjør vondt i dag, og ikke har jeg smertestillende og ikke gidder jeg å skrive mer på engelsk.
Jeg krangler med morra mi og jeg er vist ikke værdt så mye.
Sånn bortsett fra at hu trengte ungen min da.
Jeg begynner å bli drittlei alt og føler at.... At veit ikke hva jeg føler jeg utenom sveket såret og bedratt.

Funny?

Im trying to be Funny. They tell me not to be, but you can't blame a girl for trying.

Nightmeare

On elmstreet.
Sitting here alone, it haven't sceard me mutch before, but this Freddy figure is really sceary.

Somthing new

New adress new place and just maybe a new life

Well here is my new place
Me and my worthless life

To days news

Norwegian priest throwing the children out from the god building.
Well again I love news like this, thinking the world has gone mad. Ore am, I reading a cartoon ore maybe I just think I read something.
Ore well I had to read the same thing twise to belive what stood there really stood there.

After seweral days with to mutsh bround strong stuff. I'm not shore I can trust my owne instincts.

But here is the article, in Norwegian
http://www.nrk.no/norge/gratende-smabarn-kastet-ut-av-kirke-1.11512126

Miss something

I miss face book
But there is so mutsh crap there
Hackers, idiots, virues and dirty people.

I love to be radical and post propaganda on my wall.
But it so hard to take all the shit in the comment ore traction thing.
I just like to be on the edge.
What am I supose to answer?
For an xample to wear the fur you have to kill your one cat to drsurve to wear it.

So I miss facebook.....

WHAT...

I am live
After a hole bottle of jack and hwo knows how manny pills. And I haven't made a big fool of my self,
Exept the xray in the window episode.
I'm prowd of my self.
WAY TO GO ME.(update: well now I have made a big fool out of my self made a funny candi bomb on the kitchen and sceard the hell out of some of my room mates. And I feel stupid and start to remember why l make bombs in the firstplace. And that's not a cosy place.
I'm exsosted, want my calm back and my nervous hangover gone.)

Woke up in a new bed and my paintings all over the wall.

I though my paintings look cinda first grade at school look, but they actually not that bad.
Maybe I will get a ritch famous painter. Hehe.

To day...

I just did everything...
I took my roommates food and hide it.
Put my (hmmm... (Don't know the English word) <when you got something brokend and Yeh xray>
Xray pick of my back in the window, and I live in the middle of the,main street.
And I may have taken a few more than the doctor sad I shud of thous pills.

My apartment look like a art gallery made of a 14 year old beeing.
But I'm prowd.

My friend trethend my hous lord on his life
But I still got my apartment, and I refuse to, leve.

So well... Sitting here feeling kinda like a freek.
But still sitting her and LOLing by my self....

Turbo Head

Can't sleep, my head is hyperactive and its desturbe my night sleep. And I have to get early up and off to work in the morning.
I really don't work when I don't get my sleep abaot 12 hours minimum.
Try to listen to some meditation music and relax.

Playing Games

I'm Cind a stuck in my ps game. And I refuse to start over. But I cinda hanging upside-down in this trap.
It's irritating, and it seems like I can't get loos.

Feels like dying

But who cares its just me. Useless and worthless organic junk.
And it feels like shit.
Maybe I just drank to mutch yesterday. Cind of a hangover.
And I'm so tired, I want to sleep. But something always keep me
Avake.

But this does not feels ok at all.
I need a doctor.
I have had this feeling before and I'm thinking not again.
I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE OF THIS SHIT.

Cold place?

Is there somone in Norway that knows abaot a apartment ore have a room that I can rent in the north of Norway ore Kautokeino.
Ore the west of Norway, so I can relax. I can't take the heat here where I am in the summer?
Pleace Help.

Clowns

At a Friday night
Just love it
Sceary wroring clowns.

Without my music and my bloody clowns I'm nothing.

Dead Man

I'm lying her in bed, trying to sleep, but can't.
So I surfing the www.
And found this news.
"dead man waiking up in the morc"
I just love news like this.
Just think abaot the feeling, the panic.
And cold like the fridge.
Pore man.

WELCOME

So this is my new place.
Mutch is the same, everything actually.
Ore I think.