14.2.14

Giving Up

I miss out on my life because I don't have enough money, not the right friends ore I'm simply not good enough.
And now I miss out on some of the music most hateful music but a concert I don't want to miss because life is to expensive.

If nothing have change Arvas still go on stage in Tunsberg to day.
Right now if I remember correctly.

The big lovi lovi day

Don't know if this day is so important to me.
I feel sad and alone.
Last year I almost died on this day, and I just wanted to selebrate this Valentines day for a change.
And that will never happen again. Me try to celebrate love.
But every day like this
I feel emty sad and alone, and I know I only have my self in the end, everybody does. Everybody is selfish in the end.