7.4.16

Love probably

I want to fuck my friend
But got the most convenient boyfriend ever...
I'm in love trouble...
Feelings came like lightning from clear sky....
I'm so horny...

We are all filthy.

Shildren are some fucking pigs, Want to do the leg like an horny dog. Hump the tie and have shildish "lapdanses".  Have morning orgie in bed Saturday morning, and I'm NOT talking abaot abuse. Just normal famely life. It's nasty.
I don't have horny kids, yes one but somebody else got the responsibility of taking care of a horny 8year's old kid. I want it clean... Piggy abusive behavior deleted and the Ecco of the abuse gone, hate when daddy issue shows up and make me sick. I'm getting filthy, missing being a child sexually Satterfield. FILT.
Well someone just fuck me for God sake.  I just want your cock inside me. Inn and out. Tease.... A little dirty then pure pleasure.
Somebody I need to be done the right way.

Taking a few hits on my mouth

I'm breaking
Leaking
Like a desise
Lucifer at the wheel
Destroy
Revile the secrets
But I bit off my thung
Your Seecret is safe
But I can't find the Seecret law
The ancient routes
Don't cnow the boundaries
Don't remember why
Remembering just pain
Where is the invisible book of your ways
Tumbling in darkness
And satan destroys the lafter
Mohahaha
He will make all of us disturbed angels
And now I can fly
Releast in chains
The violence kept in binding spells
Best to behave
I'm my own punisher
I'm death, the sadistic tormenter
The fishing women
With bloody hooks
And control your afterlife
Be careful
Ore you will get my life in punishment.
Purgatory will kill you and then you never return.
So what's the law
So I can follow it
Escape hell
A happening so painful but nothing happend.
No complaints
Noone to blame
Just invisible imaginary Devils
INDANETY

The model of abuse

I'm scared
Destroyed
Noone really hurt me
Nothing to complain abaot
But I'm hurting like the real ones.
I'm just perfectly abused
So Geniuses taist me
Tormented me so Noone could see
The golden thin line they kept,
Keeping sosiety from seeing it.
Just Satan's shild
But nothing really wrong ever happend.
Just the threatening Woises,
The ugly commanding abusing Woises in my head.

Once I was hitten with a belt, and then they beat me for eating food then they sent me to a sadist who mistreated me.
Then I became dangerous.

But nothing really happened to me.

Hurting
But can't complain

The model of torture, filth and danger

Hoodie day....


Alone

To be alone
To be left by your self
To hurt
Grow up
Standing completely alone
Loneliness