Crying

I am so sad...
My neighbor and one of my best friends is moving.
I want him to stay, please Christian get things with the apartment on track and stay. Don't move. Feels like it going to be longer and longer time between I see you.
Suddenly we are strangers. I don't want that to happen.
It's so safe having you here, I'm going to miss you so mutch. Just your footsteps in my seling. The little noice you make.
Feels like everything changes.
Just you being near make me feel better.
Don't move...
It's so tippical when someone is good for me something comes in the way and ripping it away from me.
I know you wanted to move anyway, it isn't the best place to live, but it's roofe over the head and no one cares what you doing here...
I feel sick.
So afraid that I'm going to loose you.
Wish you could stay.
Fuck the system. Fucking nav not doing right job...
I never felt this before abaot someone moving, but I never let someone in to my life ighther. Until you just made your way into my life, my heart.
I love you. Don't know where I been without you...