Regret

Life to short living with regret. But I changed something and did something stupid again. Still learning stuff, and stepping on some toas and just went off the road in my imaginary car. Think I made somebody angry and I understand that.

Taking Norways most hated man and put a date on FB where I'm going to merry the guy. May be provoking, but his case need attention, is not right how he has been treated by justice. I make people look that way. Trigger the curiosity and they will see that he might go free innocent ore not. Lack of evidence is still lack of evidence. Then every good man is as guilty as we make this man. Innocent to proven guilty, I thought that was a law. And his case start to be a Paine in the butt. And I'm not helping.
I want the case reopen, a new trile and I will have the release papers yesterday and get what he deserve. A clean history.

I'm sorry for my thoughtless behavior, don't cnow what's trigger my episodes.
I think it's the jocke inside me and I'm getting hateful people try to destroy me. But that just a guess.
And I'm tired of these problems of mine. My radical and rebellious behavior. I'm so stupid sometimes. Wish I was smarter than this. So I'm going to do something abaot that.
Well I'm restarting, starting over and let go of the past.
Hope I didn't destroy to mutch this time, I will be hated. And I don't want that not for this.
So hello future, here I come.