I'm lost

In my way to catch my dream I kinda got lost.
Can somebody find me and say everything is OK?
Cus I don't feel ok. I feel stupid. Like I'm making to mutch noise ore made a mess? Did I?
Please let me so, escape from this insecurity.
I made a mess didn't I?
I hope not, I'm so eksostid. No the onlything I got is negative attention. Well I got what I wanted attention. So I can only blame my self. Well I got something to fix...  Fix this mess.
I'm totally lost.