The handcofes was to tight
After beibg dragd in tobthe cell by my arms cus i refused to stand on my feet.
Lost my feelings in my left tomb. Ore finger, my english is not that good But I try to make my self understood.
The wether gives me a headace, try to move it out of ny head. Im sick and tierd of this pain.
Well the cops treatet me with respekt this time, wery pro People on work this time.
After all I was Just drunk and aktet as an ashole.
And l Am sorry for that and Will wash my mouth.
A really old request.
But i allready supporting inmates that have done their time.
Think itvwas time i posted this.
Well People asking me of How it felt deth, overdose and ewerything.
Well I Will try to put some words in to that. And again Its a matter of what kind of death Its takling abaot... If Its Murder natural cases ore a shot in the back of your head.
First to give Up on life is devestating, and dark.
To try to Murder my one body was dificoult, almost imposseble Well im still here so guess it dident work.
To die, Well almost die to go in to a coma and wake UP with blue lips was teryfing, cus I really dont want to die, I Just dont see the point in living.
I felt disorientated and not my self fore a whild. Became quaiet and alone. And No one know ore cared. I Just felt like søppel.
I still do.
But the cilense in the room was wierd snd sceary and relif.
I dont cnow what death looks like But I cnow How he felt. He felt like nothing.
Well this is hos i experienst it.
Total blackness headache short breath and the relif og being alive after all.
Iisten to rap and norwegian true black\sattanic metall and laughs and dances. Its so cute.
Almost I wonder if Its alive somtimes...
Im as a Android parent Its difficoult.
Firts question what does a robot eat?
And How to raise artifictial intelrgence?
I dont know i Just go with my feelings
So Long Its going ok
But it is some dificoulties.
Wrighttshort because i my self got ADD ore Somthing
I dont have the consentration to read Long boring things, fore you People out there that are the same as me. Hope you enjoy my blog. Easy Reading.
Hurts like i shit balls of fire.
This chilli dinner really did a trick on my stommic.
Well i dont know if im gonna eat the same ting again But it taistet good and now my behind kinda feels like........
Insane.... And I dont know why.
Everything use to be so simple. And like i dident care.
But really, i do not know enything anymore.
I hate this world I really do.
Again, Well almost...
It was difficoult to wake UP, and i dont remember mutch.
And No I Just have a headace...
And my arm i fucked UP again and i Have som uneksplanebol bruses. Just not look natural.
What the fuck i happening to me????
