9.4.16
7.4.16
Love probably
I want to fuck my friend
But got the most convenient boyfriend ever...
I'm in love trouble...
Feelings came like lightning from clear sky....
I'm so horny...
We are all filthy.
I don't have horny kids, yes one but somebody else got the responsibility of taking care of a horny 8year's old kid. I want it clean... Piggy abusive behavior deleted and the Ecco of the abuse gone, hate when daddy issue shows up and make me sick. I'm getting filthy, missing being a child sexually Satterfield. FILT.
Well someone just fuck me for God sake. I just want your cock inside me. Inn and out. Tease.... A little dirty then pure pleasure.
Somebody I need to be done the right way.
Taking a few hits on my mouth
I'm breaking
Leaking
Like a desise
Lucifer at the wheel
Destroy
Revile the secrets
But I bit off my thung
Your Seecret is safe
But I can't find the Seecret law
The ancient routes
Don't cnow the boundaries
Don't remember why
Remembering just pain
Where is the invisible book of your ways
Tumbling in darkness
And satan destroys the lafter
Mohahaha
He will make all of us disturbed angels
And now I can fly
Releast in chains
The violence kept in binding spells
Best to behave
I'm my own punisher
I'm death, the sadistic tormenter
The fishing women
With bloody hooks
And control your afterlife
Be careful
Ore you will get my life in punishment.
Purgatory will kill you and then you never return.
So what's the law
So I can follow it
Escape hell
A happening so painful but nothing happend.
No complaints
Noone to blame
Just invisible imaginary Devils
INDANETY
The model of abuse
Destroyed
Noone really hurt me
Nothing to complain abaot
But I'm hurting like the real ones.
I'm just perfectly abused
So Geniuses taist me
Tormented me so Noone could see
The golden thin line they kept,
Keeping sosiety from seeing it.
Just Satan's shild
But nothing really wrong ever happend.
Just the threatening Woises,
The ugly commanding abusing Woises in my head.
Once I was hitten with a belt, and then they beat me for eating food then they sent me to a sadist who mistreated me.
Then I became dangerous.
But nothing really happened to me.
Hurting
But can't complain
The model of torture, filth and danger
Alone
To be alone
To be left by your self
To hurt
Grow up
Standing completely alone
Loneliness
3.4.16
30.3.16
Want to get high
Still sober, but I want to get high.. I'm board.
Don't know what to do.
Well, I will keep the soberness, don't want to destroy everything now... It's hell to quit, so when I have come this far I won't go back that road.
But what I'm gonna do to day, just sitting watching TV... It's no point walking in to the city to day...
29.3.16
Lost control
The desturbing feeling when you lose control. Getting so angry that you smash your hole apartment.
Loosing control is awful, it's a feeling I never will experience again...
It's so confusing.
So I just have to stay away from drugs...
Maintain control, that's important...
Sober
I'm sober, hwo would guess that?
Well, been sober for a week now and the abstinence is gone.
I just craving for something all the time.
To day I eaten a hole cake by my self...
But I'm board, miss tripping as I always do.
But now I just drinking tea and hope the soberness stick.
It's not about me
This dirty blogposts
It's abaot Noone ever wrighting abaot this.
It's abaot putting light to something that's get hidden and put in the darkness, making it difficult to talk abaot...
Putting light to this maybe it will be easier to talk abaot in the future.
The shame and darkness will be less painful.
Maybe if something that shouldn't happen stops.
Just a thought...
26.3.16
25.3.16
Vest...
Utrolig fascinerende kles plagg...
Lurer på om jeg skal skaffe meg en og klistre på masse selvutnevnte klistremerker... Og sykle rundt på en diamant rød og svart en...
Mulig jeg får litt negativ respons på noe sånt, men takler vel det.
Dissa patchesa er helt geniale. Noe for alt.
Support my local 81...
Homepage
Got my own Domain
www.pistra.com
It's boring and difficult specialty when I just got a phone to redirect the pages with.
Take a look.
Just the same really...
24.3.16
Sober
And now I'm hungry all the time.
But the abstinence is gone.
Want chocolate.
But I've got cocke and loads of good food.
It's easter, so I should have some candy...
23.3.16
Sick
I've been sick after studding filth...
All this in my brain made me sick...
Well, I'm better now.
Feeling clean again.
19.3.16
See mee, please see me, like me, I force you.
I feel lonely... Left alone...
It's so sad. I'm alone in this... I need someone around me all the time and so mutch attention I seek...
I'm just a hopeless mess
They fucked my shildhood up.
Sorry for me guys.
Can't blog about drugs anymore...
That just so sad...
I love drugs. In all forms and shapes.
But my drug-addicted neighbor think that the fucking cops, FBI and CIA are reading my blog making him fucking paranoid.
So I have to put on my low profile so my idiot neighbour don't freak out and have a panic attack.
FOR THE LAST TIME ON MY BLOG FOR NOW
I NEED MORE DRUGS
And it wasn't me, no I don't sit on any. And I cnow my rights staying at home. I won't come to the policestation. What you just fucking with me. Goddammed neighborhood.
Missed Him
I know how it is to feel isolation on the body without minimum of human needs, the brain changes not into sorting better. It's Human torture... Making all the food but treathen from eating it. I almost killed my abuser. But I didn't pull it of, trying to kill my self instead. Then he had to live with my name on his chest. Well guess what I will be waiting for u.
So not making shure that the prisoners health is taken care of, and Anders into recovery not something worse ore different.
Prisson? Someday... After rowing ore defending my self with deadly whepon. But over time this isolation without neseserly needs taken care of is wery unhealthy.
We have ouer red thread, he have my attention. Make this count.
Playing loud
Taking it up to max
Making sound that desturbing the neighbours.
Taking it as high as I can....
Want to have hollarious fun
Fucking up others heads
No no no not her
And that's me....
Once upon a time
She met love in impossible places, leting him into her life... Knowing it could mean the end of her. And Farmer boy stayed surprisingly after insane visits... Still vice inough knowing it was her faith, work and life calling to help unbelievable heavy loaded individuals. As a step fourder into normalety, getting x-conwicts rehabilitated.
She didn't know it but she did a good job. Priceless... Now the rest of cociety need to reebooth their mainframe programming the brain to see X-criminals as ok everyday people. If that's posebol to a evrege human being. We are judging.
So she starts looking for her twin star to awake the people on the topic 'people do shange' a human being isn't permanent always in evolution.
Not often the gap in evolution and timelind get visibility by seeing hwo is infront of their time. It's here we see angels and prove their existence. Ore the human just evolving faster then the others. Giving them the look of can't guess the age she looks like she's 2000years old ung but to experienced to be young as she look. Ready to catch the earth when falling for her creation. Me.
Thanks....
To mutch pain ?
I'm trying to be fucking everything. And it's mutsh to take to consideration. And the darksideris is getting my attention. Wonder if my theory on pain is posebol?
That larger the injury is the less pain you feel. Pain just go over to unbelievable different feeling. The chock comes and turns everything into something else. The brain starting to work different, something that never goes completely away... But a paper cut to the finger oh no, please don't do that to me. Always getting tutches in that wounded earya. That is pain....
18.3.16
Made a fuzz, my neck on the line not yours...
The discussion is taking off
I got yelled at.
Some are agree with me, thank God.
Need atleest 1000 that signs that paper.
To get viggo to a new trile.
Nobody but Mr.andersen knows for shure what's happend that eavning. The truth lies with him. And Viggo claims his innocent and I believe him.
The outcome
They had learned something new important learning abaot respect to all of man kind.
But I suffer from
STUDDIE INSANETY...
And some powers that few holding, Psychic.
Not my fault,
I'm responsible for what I say
Not what you understand.
Sitat teacher :
Give this one an weak6 and a strongy1 in shildabuse, religion, psycologiy, and a strong 5 in demonology.
Maybe to good of a student,
Welcome to hell.
Jepp your back straight...
Death is sutsh a flirt sometimes
But according to this Lady it's nothing to be afraid of.
When you live in the end you have to go home....
Think this medium is brave talking abaot death and her believes....
@ Viggo Kristiansen
HELTYR-CARLASSON
That's the name, I just need my son first. I need the right northern sperm.
I have some I would mate with, ore it's just the sperm I need.
One of them went and got him self out of business in that earya by surgery cutting off his small soldiers. Bycectomy ore something like that...
Well I need a son.
Feels like the demond left the building
I'm shure Mara has something to do with my odd behaviour...
But this time she was kinda fun, it isn't fun when she's fall into love with you ore want to kill you.
My tatoo
Well, I was drunk...
And my tattoo man friend thought it would be fun.
Square arm, well it's how we look from above, everything is square formed. Almost...
Getting over it...
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I stole a shocolate
So I guess I'm a criminal.
Gonna taste good after smoking some brown sugar.
14.3.16
13.3.16
Getting fucked
By Mr. Gulliksrud also called the farmer.
Well it was good, he could fuck. But I didn't come.
New man, have to get to know him better.
Looking forward to the next time he will have his way with me.
Just getting better and better.
Getting Undressed on FB
It's art, nude art... Making a point how real and naked without makeup my blog is.
Here is the link to my little nude gallery
NAKED TRUTH
12.3.16
Smoking Dope
don't it feels nice... Oh yes...
Dopamine is my favourite molekyle.
I'm going all nerdy in s white doctor cote.
I'm pretending to be a shild filth doctor wit doctors without boundrees.
Keeping the side affects and infection under control. For this people don't wisit the doctor....
They need a me that on their side.
Early sex nothing wrong with thath.
Black Sun ☀
I try to find a way with more light.
Cuz now I feel heavy.
Well someday I meet somebody to play with... Until then stay humble... Humble? I'm a greedy needy little batch.
11.3.16
Over the edge
Truth isn't easy to tell,
True darkness.
DONT TUTCH MY TEDDY
JAN HELGE ANDERSEN
My apinnion and facts, he isn't the man he was. He is a new human being. What was is deleted, destroy what the leagelsystem has broken down for so to build up because people in cociety has an apinnion that he should be punished more, people cant take the law into their own hands... JAN HELGE andersen couldn't nighter can we.
He is free.
Not that filthy
Well I was
In a wery short time of my life.
High AGAIN
And I lie and make thing then times bigger then they really are....
Well my filthy blog.... I'm dirty, but not that dirty...
Guess I lied alittle....
I would not fuck a pedofile
But yes abuse me if you will...
Please do.
10.3.16
8.3.16
Breakfast
Pills and bear is a settesfying start on the day...
Soon I vil go out in the beautiful sunny day.
Love veering shades...
Wonder if I can get some meth to day, getting high.
And bomb Facebook with my wierd posts.
7.3.16
Shildabuse
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6.3.16
Stoned and happy
Spoke with Mr.Michael to day... It was so great.
Christian showed up, love him.
I'm in love with my friends.
And I'm to kinky to be single....
Some of these boys must marry me on 6 Jun this year. That's the date I must marry.
I'm insane so it's ok.
I undressed my soul naked
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Prindess and the horny king.
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Lye, cheat and really bad egs
Filth Fetish
So I guess it's me and my huge dildo Cuz nobody has the balls to be a real pig. |
Abusive that I am
I like an dryoholic
To fuck me like a was forbidden
It's nasty
It's sick
But I'm not a wannabe
Getting no pleasure
Of what's sosiale ackseptebol.
Like them safe
Fetisj
I'll fuck them
The real ones
Are so sceary...
But....
Try one.
Nude fuckers with bad attention
I was so pissed off and sceard at this picture Tough the photographer was planning to kill me. I just put on my bad ass attitude And showed some mussels But my brain was a chaos. |
Nude Picks
I give them modell pictures
Little look alike
But still not me...
Well, do I feel bad.. No not at all I feel more free I can show who I Really Want to Be after a while l show them The Real me.. Sorry I don't feel bad about posting pictures of models instead ofme.
After all these pictures are much better than mine.
Will I have fun chatting with my mail the part of the list I got lots of pictures of them but it's there decision to change nude pictures Anyway....
Adjusting this Google Voice is starting to be really good I I'm using it right now I'm impressed talking to the phone about nude pictures hahaha...
Hot but not taken
No one know
That the head of his victim
Is starring in the middle of the livingroome.
A golden scull.
Took he's enemy down loud
But nobody heard.
The police kept looking
Everywhere and around
But he was not find.
There a modern
Sculpture in gold
The trophy of he's enemy.
He should be
After a masterpiece
Of modern fashion.
Murder in the Oslo
Funn funnily funn time
Let's make a crime
I hope it is made with some thought and effort
A statement
Just not another body without any peticular reason.
Forxample hang him upside-down on a cross ore take his bodypsrts and hide them, throw the big to into the lace and the head in the fridge...
Dreamy
A golden scellet head forever....
5.3.16
Sleeping with ghost
My ghost is a huge dildo,
But the energy that left of him I juse to come. The Ecco of he's present.
It's almost like I can feel him, smell him
His breath...
Love my imagination, I make it real...
#Inlovewithmyimaginaryboyfrend.
The Storry abaot death horror and me
And was thinking everything has a reason, this dark things must have to... So I start digging. And I found my god, a very disturbed God. Making different people, some good others bad is the answer. Some have to die to give life to something new.
And the thought of the people behind these horrifying crimes has nobody, somebody is me. I care for this people because Noone else does.
So I try to love them, give them a fear chance to show that they have changed.
I think a fear chance in society after rehabilitation is a human right.
My stunt making some fuzz around a peticular case, pretending to marring him was maybe a bit little thoughtless.
But maybe it got some attention.
Death has been my friend my hole life, I'm a scorpio so that's not odd at all.
My fashion of deth has no end.
My dream is to put makeup on dead bodies making them look as good as it gets.
Sins I have the gift of hearing the dead, they can say actually how they like it.
"i want Isadora for my foundation"
Well I can give that to them.
- And it's an challenge for an job
- Ugly death
- Younger
- Easy ones
I want to make the bad good.
To help I need to cnow what a murderer is to explain making the dead easier.
Is the Devil ok with this?
Check out this article.
Static cult
Toilet Paper game.
Yes, mixed with some pills..
This is going to be fun.
My friend is already throwing toilet paper balls into things hoping he hits it.
What that's kondisjon calls I don't know...
4.3.16
Bear
Drinking to day...
Some bears and bought a big bottle of Dooleys. So I'm getting drunk this Friday... Let's see what's happening when I'm drunk kompeare to speed....
28.2.16
Can nothing ore I'm talented. It's easy to me.
Well, now I'm lying a little. I can some egnisifident things abaot webdesign.
But this layout just came together by itself. So thank you blog God in blogotopia.
It made my day and I'm werry happy and thankful.
27.2.16
Sick
Got a stomick problem....
I Wright this with mixed feelings cuz I'm lying.
Lied to my parents abaot being sick and needed meds and food to get money for drugs.
First time
I feel bad...
Drug walk
Was out on a long walk getting drugs, some speed.
And finally home getting the fix
And everything is back to normal.
After all there is Saturday.
I'm in a good mood now.
Mutch wants more
And hell newer gets full...
I want more speed, Want to play around in my head with the boys getting horny and fuck my self.
I want to be horny on speed.
Feeling I'm getting tired after two nights without sleep.
I don't want to be tierd.
I WANT MORE SPEED!!!
And I want to rock around.
Just posted my pussy on Facebook
Not used to do that.
Do I look goodenoug
Will he like my pic of my pussy wanting me eaven more.
Fuck distance
I met this man from the US on Facebook, he has turned my life arraund.
Making me feel better abaot everything.
To meet another pagan and speak abaot over ways was a relief.
Love you Michael R.
26.2.16
25.2.16
Supporting the darksideries
But some of their respective devilishly actions may look grotesque and beautiful at the same thing.
The Devils own Geniuses...
To create something beautiful as an angel the soul must know the darkside and turn it into gold and black Diamonds.
The newest in the alcomy world?:
Tits + shit equal gold
High again
And I'm board...
What crazy stuff will my brain figure out to do this time?
Last time I posted my letter to Mr.Kristiansen that are still in jail...
Well I don't know if I regret it ore not.
And now it come to me that Mr.andersen has seen all the crazy posts I been posting to Mr.Kristiansen.
Mr.andersen is now out of jail and finishing his sentence home and shure his got his Internet access up and running.
I don't know if I shall laugh ore cry? Should I be sceard ore not? Mr.andersen has emitted the crime. Mr.kristiansen says he's innocent...
19.2.16
Dope
Is so relaxing...
Love it...
But I itch all over the body...
18.2.16
The letter...
I Findley find my way to send my letter to Mr. Viggo Kristiansen.
Never thought I would com to that place to actually post it...
Well, Nov I just waiting for an answer..
17.2.16
Shoplifting
Got so mutch cool stuff to day.
A bag... And some clothes.
14.2.16
Pain
I'm in so mutch pain right now.
Missing him so mutch.
Just the thought of us not being friends anymore is unbearable. We not talking hurts.
I'm so sorry I sead thous afoul words to you. I was jealous.
I'm so afraid this is the end of ouer friendship. Sceard that you just was looking for a way out anyway. Is that true? Did you want to come away from me? I know I'm a bit mutch sometimes...
Please forgive me? Talk to me again...
I did not know that this would hurt so mutch. If I had knew that I would newer risk it.
I'm so stupid, hope I find an timemashin undoing this.
13.2.16
Forbidden Love
Relativitetsteorien
Viggo Kristiansen
I think Kristiansen is innocent
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Yesterday's Living
That's was intense. Role-playing acting as the murderise.
Got red of the evidence, hid the crime well.
No one is one to me yet...
Well played
Game Over
Practicing Uglyness (pretend play)
I'm really a nice, kind girl. I'm trying to be eavil. A challenge from a deamond like creature.
So I feel real ugly, I am ugly now.
I suppose to be cold hartless with no regret.
Doing things that are insane on a tiny level.
I may have broke some golden rules. Maybe there is a law against it to. Then I'm an eavil criminal.
My conscience is heavy and got s tomick ace.
What if they find out what I've done.
Well what's done is done. No return, can't be fixed.
I have to ly myself out of this one.
So now I'm practising not giving a deam. Cold as ice.
FOR THE RECORD :
This is only a simulated situation with a bit of evilness that's got a thread in reality (nothing serious) to make this as real as possible. Right now it feels like I killed somebody and trying to hide it.
I've just writing abaot what's going through my head, cus this is fucking interesting.
The architect
11.2.16
Crying
I am so sad...
My neighbor and one of my best friends is moving.
I want him to stay, please Christian get things with the apartment on track and stay. Don't move. Feels like it going to be longer and longer time between I see you.
Suddenly we are strangers. I don't want that to happen.
It's so safe having you here, I'm going to miss you so mutch. Just your footsteps in my seling. The little noice you make.
Feels like everything changes.
Just you being near make me feel better.
Don't move...
It's so tippical when someone is good for me something comes in the way and ripping it away from me.
I know you wanted to move anyway, it isn't the best place to live, but it's roofe over the head and no one cares what you doing here...
I feel sick.
So afraid that I'm going to loose you.
Wish you could stay.
Fuck the system. Fucking nav not doing right job...
I never felt this before abaot someone moving, but I never let someone in to my life ighther. Until you just made your way into my life, my heart.
I love you. Don't know where I been without you...
From here to there
English turned into this. What the hell happen? Flipboard flipped me ore made a thing that's impossible posebol. WHAT THE HELL... confusing.
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Sociopath / psykopat
I'm one
Hurting the people around me
Don't see it before it's to late
And tears and broken hearts
Chaos
Destroying behavior
I'm an asshole
A monster without feelings ore regret
I'm no good.
Bad woman with a fucked up mind
I'm brockend
I don't work like the other humans do, I something else.
Uglyness...
Ice cold
A mess fucked with to mutch...
Hwo made me this way?
Sickness I'm born with?
If there is someone to blame, they had their fun
Victory for the designer of me... Evil
Satan is responsible for me...
10.2.16
Listen
The cilence kan be noisy...
But I can't seem to hear.
It's just white noise.
No Woises no cars.
So I listen.
Do you get a booo once in a while?
Somebody else I love
But put it out on ViggoKristiansen to protect my heart.
Sceard to love her, yes u heard me right it's a female. Fru Linda.
So I acting pretending it's ViggoKristiansen I love, and it's fun to play with.
My life is crazy tight now.
Just a explain so you don't think I'm completely mad.
Still fighting for ViggoKristiansen to get a fear trile. My heart project. I will se him free of all charges and a free man like rest of us. I BELIEVE THAT THE IS INNOCENT.
Viggo Kristiansen
Can't do anything with what my heart wants.
Life must be playing a trick on me.
Cuz there
Must be a reason...
Everything has.
Think I got the answer lør 19.03.16
I suppose to kill him murder him?
Fuck him.
So he won't be worrieng abaot anything but his afterlife. Purgatory can be a bitch...
Going world wide
With my Viggo Kristiansen kampain.
I fight for hes right to a new trile.
I will not give up.
Never...
Let the rightsistem be right. The jugders be in the right place to judge. The law be followed from every angle, and the powerpeople must step aside.
9.2.16
Try this photo frame
Day into night
I have turned the hours so I sleep at daytime and awake at night. I have to get it right again. Everything is closed at night. And I don't like go utside by night in the dark...
3.2.16
My crow
It's a wardeclerans. It's a statement. It's a proof crows knows over cowardly behavior and fighting us with the humanrace own weapons.
2.2.16
It smells funny of my fingers
When I tutch my self I think of you. All the time I think of you.
Can't stop,
I can feel you,
And when you not there I miss you.
I don't understand it, you far away from what I thought I would fall for.
I want to have you,
Want you to be mine.
And o want everything to be easy
to be OK.
But your in hell and I'm here.
1.2.16
Kinky
30.1.16
Getting high...
Love it
The world suddenly got some absurd meaning to it. And I feel that I'm alive.
Me taking action and change some things in my life seems to pay off. Positive feedback.
Just cut down on the craaazy factors.
Added some normality to my life.
But still high....
29.1.16
Rehab.
That's what I must do.
In order to heal.
Professional help.
I think everyone agrees with me here.
What a mess I have become.
Everybody can see that I'm out of control, it's embarrassing. It's really embarrassing.
Sorry for me, I do not know whats happend to me making me this way. Craaazy...
So I'm going to crawl my way back to normal...
Embarrassing...
Awareness
It feels like I did something wrong. Did I? Do somebody feel that I done them wrong? Have i stept on any toes?
I can only change what people make me aware about.
I will do better, be a better person. Make up for my mistakes. Try to make a better world.
Awareness is so important, we can't change things we do not know about. Please let me know what I should shange, what's irritating and what's my wrongings. I chose to try to be a better me.
So I start to day...
28.1.16
A fix
And everything is on track...
I'm not dying anymore.
My heart feels normal
Everything feels like it should.
At last peace.
Soon I will get out of the claws of this drug habit. I will get free. Cus this is a prison. Things go to hell when om sober... I will find the courage to do this, shange the things I can change.
23.1.16
19.1.16
I'm lost
In my way to catch my dream I kinda got lost.
Can somebody find me and say everything is OK?
Cus I don't feel ok. I feel stupid. Like I'm making to mutch noise ore made a mess? Did I?
Please let me so, escape from this insecurity.
I made a mess didn't I?
I hope not, I'm so eksostid. No the onlything I got is negative attention. Well I got what I wanted attention. So I can only blame my self. Well I got something to fix... Fix this mess.
I'm totally lost.
Jeg er en slange 🐍
WhiteBride
Lying
Is so funny when people actually think my marriage planning is forreal. Me just playing, maybe I'll call find another playground...
I'm sorry to my self being so radical and attention seeking. Because I'm kind a angry with my self.
Cus I'm not making it easier for my self.
Make people see
No he is not my fiance and I'm not marrying him. Maybe if I met him I would. But I just know him from the media. It looks like o got some readers out of it. And maybe a few more looking at this case.
18.1.16
17.1.16
Good night
Thanks for being there for me, without you people's I'm nothing but chaos and a hopeless mess.
So I love you guys
Always getting me set at the right place, ore ells I'm just making noise and trouble.
I know my self I think.
Gooood night hug
16.1.16
Hacking
Somebody hacked my blogger, tweeter, Facebook and Google + account when I was sleeping steeling my trade mark and give me away to marriage a most likely dangerous man. Something no one knows not give the man a chance. I studied him when I thought he was guilty, understand his psychological behavior behind this insane crime. But then I realized that this man can actually be innocent, no wonder I did not get anywhere with my study. So my conclusion is this :
He did not take part in this crime. And with he's innocence feelings got allowed to be felt. So it's not all untrue and a way to put pressure on the government and the people rejecting his case. But getting a one more looking his way and in his interest is more than yesterday using crazy methods getting there.
My family is vondering what the hell I'm doing. If I have lost my mind ore something.
He was suppose to scear me into silence. Well,it backfired didn't it?
Sorry abaot that.
I will get my self back on track safe.
Regret
Taking Norways most hated man and put a date on FB where I'm going to merry the guy. May be provoking, but his case need attention, is not right how he has been treated by justice. I make people look that way. Trigger the curiosity and they will see that he might go free innocent ore not. Lack of evidence is still lack of evidence. Then every good man is as guilty as we make this man. Innocent to proven guilty, I thought that was a law. And his case start to be a Paine in the butt. And I'm not helping.
I want the case reopen, a new trile and I will have the release papers yesterday and get what he deserve. A clean history.
I'm sorry for my thoughtless behavior, don't cnow what's trigger my episodes.
I think it's the jocke inside me and I'm getting hateful people try to destroy me. But that just a guess.
And I'm tired of these problems of mine. My radical and rebellious behavior. I'm so stupid sometimes. Wish I was smarter than this. So I'm going to do something abaot that.
Well I'm restarting, starting over and let go of the past.
Hope I didn't destroy to mutch this time, I will be hated. And I don't want that not for this.
So hello future, here I come.
15.1.16
Fucked
I will get my wedding flowers from the same place. The grave yard.
Satanic guest to the death world.
In Satan we trust to clean up the mess the good believers made. Satan is a bandage to the wound and makeheavy light, disrespect lnto the opposite and day into night.
Bad girl,I will do it better
I just taking things forgrunnen , without asking,
Greedy, one of the seven death sinnes.
I must be careful with my self setting life and love high. Worship it.
Can I take this? Please
I love shallenges, and fascinated by the old black smith's dark art of iron. It's really alternative and weird something else
A new world for me. Knowing my true self are more than good enough.
Well I will talk about it no more.
We are few here, the no uplithning and glow and spirit. They don't understand.
Truly sorry
Abaot shildabuse that heavy subject pedofile are.
If I can look between the fingers abaot some of the easy cases.
And people to see my apinion and angels at it, going out of the Place with a higher level of knowledge and stitches without pain you don't deserve.
To mutch judgment stroud filthy businesses, and look at the positive and helpful way, fixing it with four wheels. Fat car tiers and a knife.
Love sick
He is mine in my world.
I'm going to claim him,
And take him
Marry him 06.06.16
He is the best And no wired alarm on this one.
Newer met better human g
GEtting me where I should be.
Not lost in bad idiotic relationships and toxic friends.
He is my new toy,
Gonna play with him forever.
He has my heart, my body and smile.