Desturbed

It`s inhumane, the streets. And I`m desturbed. I`m not feeling human at all, ore just different from the indore human. I feel Wild and i desturbed my self.
Back in a house, everything feels like a dream. It does not seam real. Taken me 2 months to get used to indore temrature. And my survivle instinkt is up working. The resneble part of the brain has been temporerly locked out.

Well, the Winter outside was tuff, almost freeze to Death a couple of times. well i was so Cold my brain stopped to work normal. Instead of seeking shelter i just kept up walking.

Well it was inhumane,
would i do it again?
Yes i would, just With some better Winter clotes... (...)

Living like an animal...

Well...
How can I live like this?
I think I'm in contact with my past parents, the caveman, the warrior and Indian...
And I'm in this place for a reason.
I don't like what the world have became.

And see what others struggle through by forse make my heart break.

So I'm doing this....

How little it takes to get spoild

I got nothing...
Litterly.
Just a little luxury and taken away from me made me react in a unhealthy way...
Feeling uncomfortable and dirty...
And it hurts...

When the system fales...

What happend to the people who was not seen ore taken seriusly by the system, schools, health care and the people araound them.
I have witnesed a couple og terrefying storries...

I am testing out my theories trying on theire shoes.
And the life after theirs Insane scream for help...

Cuz how I see IT, everybody jugde. Nobody ever think abaot what happend to this people making them act in away that terrefy most people.
So what they meet after everytging faild them and they act out their rage is jugmental and act in fear because of to little knowledge and lack off empaty.
Again because everybody want to protect their undesturbed pritty little lives.
And thats ok.
So we have health care and schools + reforms sat down by the law.
The people here have wilenterly choicen to work to help this people.
And when this not happens, when the system fails.
Then what?

Why do the system provoce people that all ready has gone through to mush?
Is it human faliure?
Well... I Ask question?
And I need some answers.

Shouldn't we Try to prevent tradgedyes from happening?
Give children loveble homes.
And help the ones who grew up in hostile and unhelty homes?

IT looks to me that the system just dont care?
Wrong people in misplased proffesion Maybe?
Well it seems like pro behavior with education is hard to fine....
And my heart breaks when i see this go out on behaf of allready torturert soles and wictems of childabuse.
And turn their wounds and hate into monsters, and sosiety still jugde their actions and behavior...
And everyday people still complane abaot fear and insecurety related to the children system forgot.
And we still dont give a deam and the system workes to ignorert to listen ore reed their paipers.
And yet we Are complaning abaot the monsters that we and the system created just with not cearing....

(To be continued​)

Blody Comfusion

The Norwegian law system interests me,
So in noting better to do I started to just look into some cases.
And do have my conclusions about that .
I can't stand unfearness nomather direction.
So I fight with what I have and can fight with .

The human brain interests me.
And our basic instinct that control over behavior.
Killers mind interests me, and the raw basic instinct that make killer able to kill.

So I studdy the art of insanety.
Maybe I did to well
Cuz people are asking me a question

The question sounds like this:
Did you kill anybody?

No, I never hurt a fly.
But I think heavy x connvicts need support and something normal.
Because what many prisons do to day is making much bigger and worse beasts then society made in the first place.
We need to look at ouer owne behavior and judge mental and ugly behavior to the people around us.
And admit that we "normal" people pushed many of this fine and good people ouer the edge.
Every killer has som things that are characteristic symptoms in their personality.
It can just start with a passion for horror movies nothing more, and then bullieng etc etc

Some of this humans who comitt this criems have a very difficult childhood. Just think for your self for a second.
I will not go In details.

Well.
We should be able to pick up on this early warning signs
But we don't want to se in their direction.
Because we want ouer perfect little life's and houses unsturbed by the darkness that hide some homes....

She sucks

Between my legs
In a black hole
A eavel time loop
Made by eavel
To make the blood animals feed.

I will make it undon
I will take  it back

And we will never kill again

Eminen

I am cleaning out my closet.

And then my heart jumped.
Biatch!